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I want to love you

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Through Stupid games
You try to play with my head
Just know that I will remember everything you said
Don't you ever think that I have feelings too?
Obviously not
Did you ever?
There are so many things that I would love to say
But I won't because I know I will regret it by the end of the day
You make me hate you more and more each time
And this time you might have possibly crossed the line
I would say goodbye for forever
But that would hurt me so bad
You wouldn't care that's for sure
Part of me thinks that you DID have feelings for me…
But they were obviously very obscure.
So I'm going to stop living in the past
I will get over you
Through by ~callEMcrazed

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Slipped apart Don't you know I'm impatient?
I'm tired of waking up every morning knowing that a part of my heart is vacant
I hate you, I miss you, I love you, I need you...
Now I know that...

Time can't help us relive these times
Stories can't replace those feelings of mine
Cause all those memories of you and me have...
Slipped Apart

Singing along to our favorite songs
Laughing about stealing those salad tongs
I'm hurting just knowing...
Oh just knowing that...

Time can't help us relive these times
Stories can't replace those feelings of mine
Cause all those memories of you and me have...
Slipped ApartSlipped apart by ~callEMcrazed

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crush Watching you watch me
Staring and gazing into those lovely eyes
Awaiting the next time our eyes will meet once again
I'm counting down the days, hours, minutes for when we get talk just once more.
Thoughts of you fill my mind
My face lights up when I hear your name
What is happening to me?
I'm falling for a boy that I barely even know
And yet I can't help but giggle because of the butterflies fluttering in my stomach
I can't wait until I get to see you again
I can't wait to find out if our story will behold a happy endcrush by ~callEMcrazed

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Memories by ~callEMcrazed

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War of emotions The waves,
are splashing over me,
as pleasant filled memories fill my mind,
but I know,
soon,
as they always do,
the storms will come.
I watch,
as the gentleness of the ocean,
turns to terror,
as once again I am reliving my horror,
before my eyes.
The crashing is all I can hear,
for it,
drowns out all other pleasant things.
Slowly,
I watch,
as the sand beneath my feet,
begins to disapear,
As I myself,
slowly,
become,
like it,
nothing.
Soon,
the waves,
drag me out to the ocean,
I am at the mercy of the water,
my tears.
It is not long,
before I realise,
the ocean represents my feelings,
I am being dragged out witWar of emotions by ~all4jesus

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deviation in storage by ~Pyro-gold

Why didnt i tell her? I wish i would have told you,

That our love will always last,

I wish i would have told you,

That my hatred is in the past,

I wish i would have told you,

When we ran away from our fears,

I wish i would have told you,

When we wasted all those years,

I wish i would have told you,

Even though you are with him now,

I wish i would have told you,

Even if you sliced through me like dirt and a plow,

I wish i would have told you,

I will always love you,

I wish i would have told you,

That my vows will always be true.Why didnt i tell her? by ~shadoweagle

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Out of control She sits quitely by herself,
slowly watching the world fly past,
an example of her life,
in which no-one knew how to show they cared.
Not many will ever understand,
what she feels inside herself,
for she hides so well,
behind a mask of joy.
At times,
she no longer knows,
how to handle her life,
but neither,
can she explain.
Sometimes,
life is so hard,
a way life should never have been,
she doesn't deserve the pain,
she has been going through.
Life itself will always be confusing,
but life should never have been that difficult.
She doesn't deserve,
the burden of her sorrows,
but that is just the way life is,
And so,
sheOut of control by ~all4jesus

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GOD IS SO GOOD

Aug 10, 2004, 11:15:36 PM by ~callEMcrazed
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wow i'm totally changed..i wake up so happy... GOD IS SO GOOD...
He forgives ANYONE FOR ANYTHING... that i find truly amazing..i mean i don't deserve him AT ALL.... but he puts all my sin and my ego and my conceitedness aside and embraces me into his arms and FORGIVES ME!
I'm in awe of him! He makes me happier than i ever been and ever will be! HE'S AMAZING
If you don't know him.... you'll want to know him... he brings me soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much happiness... ahhh i can't stop talking about him!
1 cross + 3 nails = 4given

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Current Residence: Portland
Interests: boys, rock stars, getting over a certain someone, writting
Favourite movie: the Passion, Patriot and Lion king
Favourite band or musician: Dashboard Confession, Relientk
Favourite genre of music: emo
Favourite artist: to mant to name, BUT i loooooove Ang's(rockerbabe) stuff
Favourite poet or writer: Emily Brante
Favourite game: that one...you know..come on...uhhh
Favourite cartoon character: Barney....wait he's not a cartoon huh?
Personal Quote: You stole my muffins you oink!
Tools of the Trade: my pencil!

Email: areyoudisagreeingwithemily@hotmail.com
AIM: emiliothedealio

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~tsukarekitta Oct 13, 2004

helloooo ^_^ muahaha lol i looove ur art n poems! so cool! mehbeh soon i'll have some of my crap up ...

~ngenius Sep 5, 2004

Punk princess? Please, oh please, read up on what punk is. Punk is not about Good Charlotte or Avril lavigne. Good lord.

Oh, and God sucks. The only thing the bible is good for is rolling cigarettes when you run out of papers. Is it coincidence that rolling papers and bible paper are interchangeable? I think not. That book was DESIGNED to be burned.

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Asking For It.

~tsukarekitta Oct 13, 2004

hey thats not cool...your a mean pissy head >_< grrr

~ngenius Oct 16, 2004

And you're annoying.

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Asking For It.

~tsukarekitta Oct 17, 2004

hey just cuz i'm her friend doesnt make me annoying...would you like it if someone went on ur lil page thingy and started making fun of you for no reason?

!poetika Jul 13, 2004

thanks for the fav and the comment!

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CLICK ME!!!

~disFUNKtional Jul 8, 2004

hello emily. i don't think you know me, but i'm the short asian chick that hangs out with angela. lol. great poems!

~dashboardjunkie Jun 6, 2004

hey em em! thanks sooo much for your beautiful comments! i love you! and you are so sweet. i believe you are one of the coolest people i know, and so not lying! O_O <-- george ^_^ <-- bob

anyways....... i have good new however. I DID MAKE CONCERT CHOIR YAYAYAYAY! yep, silva told me last week that i could go in it! yAYYA!

love you,
dani

~Pyro-gold Jun 4, 2004

thank you sooo much for the fav.^^

~dashboardjunkie Jun 3, 2004

thanks for commenting, hun! but i think youre soooo beautiful inside and out and i adore you! thanks for being a friend!

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